Sad - both the happy and unhappy variety:
I have about 20 movies ready to be watched on my PVR and slowely I am getting around to them, today I put on a movie that is supposed to be a look at our current ecological situation from the perspective of a man in 2050. Apparently it was listed wrong, because that's not what I watched. Instead I watched Bella, a story of an unexpected pregnancy and an emotionally damaged man, with some abortion/adoption themes.
When the man starts crying in his mothers arms, I couldn't help myself, there was a little bit of seepage :P And when the story comes to a suitable close, just the growing feeling of emotion was almost too much, but it feels good on occassion.


Anger/Fear:
A long conversation with my father, normally something I don't mind as I don't have a problem shutting down a conversation if it's going in a direction I don't like. Today however was his birthday, and I didn't want to argue too much with him. I let him talk and talk about his new found guidance and how he is finding god. I thought he was at a treatment center, but apparently it's a "Disciple House". I'm not quite sure what that is, but it seems he's planning on trying to convert others and to start spreading the word of god, I really don't know what happened to the father I was supposed to know. I must have missed the signs in our previous conversations, I'm used to him looking to god after a relapse, but this is something new altogether. I seems as thought soon enough I won't be able to connect with him even on the simpler matters.